.+. it don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time. what use is it to you what's on my mind? if it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere, so why can't i just tell you that i care? .+.
.*. i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. i'll do what it takes 'til i touch the sky. make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away. out of the darkness and into the sun, but i won't forget all the ones that i love. i'll take a risk, take a change, make a change and break away... .*.
//. hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption, winding in and winding out, the shine of it has caught my eye and roped me in, so mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing. i am captivated, i am vindicated .\\
[.. living in the shadow of someone else's dream, trying to find a hand to hold, but every touch felt cold to me. living in a nightmare, a never-ending sleep, but now that i am wide awake, my chains are finally free. don't feel sorry for me... ..]
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:: sigh :: i don't want school to start. except i wanna see all my friends... doesn't everybody say that like every year?? oh well...
i didn't lose any power yesterday! which was very good, considering that we usually lose power in big storms and stuff... well morgan called me and said she was at the beach... lucky lucky!
anywayz, i finished Alas, Babylon the other day and i only have 8 more chapters left of The Three Musketeers... and then there's the chemistry work but all the junk isn't due until the 2nd week of school, so that means that i don't hafta work on it until next week. ;-) haha, but i prolly try to start on it... keyword: try
i gotta clean my room tomorrow b/c on friday, our relatives are coming from NY... i don't know how many or which ones... i just know they're coming! lol
oh yeah, i almost forgot... sedale, don't you feel special?? this is the 2nd time you're *featured* in my blog or whatever...
My Away Message:BOOM BOOM... boy you look so sexy ;-)
snaredrmr07 (7:36:40 PM): thank u thank u lol
crazy kid... haha i'm waiting to see what mike will say.... he's a crazy kid too. xP
ryan cabrera @ VCC yesterday... loud... screaming girls... mostly blondes... showing off their skin... haha..
well i hung out w/ cheryl and angela... we went around the mall a couple of times-- i don't feel like writing a lotta stuff in here... but at least margie got him to put my name on my CD too... cuz i had her go up to get it autographed! lol..
9 more days until school starts... bleh. still got reading to do, but not a lot... but then there's the chemistry junk.
i'm babysitting alex all this week considering i dont have school yet... but isabella does... so this should be interesting!
dreams are wishes your heart makes when you're fast asleep...
oh yeah... well the dream i had last night is definitely a wish i made!!
school started... i had all my classes w/ morgan (maybe it's b/c i was talking to morgan late last night about our classes/ her schedule) and then we didn't have to do all the chemistry work!!! now that is an awesome dream... but technically... isn't all that stuff due the 2nd week of school??
blah.. i've become a lazy blogger. i don't have anything interesting to write about...
today, we went down to VABeach for Theo's baptism!! aww it he's SO ADORABLE! xD
hehe, well during the baptism, kuya chad was randomly called up and asked to light the candles from the tall baptismal candle. the priest just chose a random person and kuya chad just happened to be in the front row, right in front of him! and then when Theo was getting baptized, his pacifier fell into the holy water, so now his pacifier is blessed too! hehe
the party afterwards was pretty fun... a LOT of food! as usual... hehe and when somebody else was holding him, i would make these faces and he would smile... aww it was so cute! and it was kinda weird, b/c at times, he'd smile the widest whenever i made my weird face... yeah...
haha... i changed the music! i know reza, cheryl, richard, dale, christian, and justin just LLLLOOOOOOVEEEEE this song!!!!! hahaha... b/c when cheryl told me to change the music on my blog, i was looking through the site and i saw Britney Spears and i was like "omg- it'd be so funny to put that song on there!" but seriously though, everytime i hear this song i just imagine the guys dancing the dance...
well neways, Happy Birthday to my Kuya Gelo!!
we're going bowling, then to Famous Dave's, then to Short Pump Mall to celebrate his b*day.
yesterday... aisa and i went to Blockbluster and Target... we rented 13 Going on 30 and Big Fish (you know, i have no idea what Big Fish is about...) and then at Target, i bought Take It All Away- Ryan Cabrera and some headphones for my CD player... i LOVE '13 Going on 30' ... it's a cute movie! xD
ok, i guess i'll go for now. i'm really getting tired of all this rain... ::sigh::
i forgot what i was gonna say... oh wait now i remember!
so ellen and i were talking to morgan last night and we were talking about The Cobra Event and me and ellen thought it was a pretty good book (minus the disgusting parts)... but like the *chase scene* was so interesting, i couldn't put it down!!! haha, actually i didn't just because i wanted to finish it so i could read other books... anyways, but seriously it was pretty good, just the gory details... i was just like "eww" and moved on. haha
and then i was talking to taylor and we were talking about stalkers... and how i was stalking a car instead of a guy... i just realized how many stalkers/stalkees there are in summer gym... wow. nice place to find a stalker i tell you... haha stalkers are kinda creepy though, especially ellen's stalkers!! (i'm sorry! hehe)
