.+. it don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time. what use is it to you what's on my mind? if it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere, so why can't i just tell you that i care? .+.
.*. i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. i'll do what it takes 'til i touch the sky. make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away. out of the darkness and into the sun, but i won't forget all the ones that i love. i'll take a risk, take a change, make a change and break away... .*.
//. hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption, winding in and winding out, the shine of it has caught my eye and roped me in, so mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing. i am captivated, i am vindicated .\\
[.. living in the shadow of someone else's dream, trying to find a hand to hold, but every touch felt cold to me. living in a nightmare, a never-ending sleep, but now that i am wide awake, my chains are finally free. don't feel sorry for me... ..]
i forgot what i was gonna say... oh wait now i remember!
so ellen and i were talking to morgan last night and we were talking about The Cobra Event and me and ellen thought it was a pretty good book (minus the disgusting parts)... but like the *chase scene* was so interesting, i couldn't put it down!!! haha, actually i didn't just because i wanted to finish it so i could read other books... anyways, but seriously it was pretty good, just the gory details... i was just like "eww" and moved on. haha
and then i was talking to taylor and we were talking about stalkers... and how i was stalking a car instead of a guy... i just realized how many stalkers/stalkees there are in summer gym... wow. nice place to find a stalker i tell you... haha stalkers are kinda creepy though, especially ellen's stalkers!! (i'm sorry! hehe)
