.+. it don't do me any good, it's just a waste of time. what use is it to you what's on my mind? if it ain't coming out, we're not going anywhere, so why can't i just tell you that i care? .+.
.*. i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly. i'll do what it takes 'til i touch the sky. make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away. out of the darkness and into the sun, but i won't forget all the ones that i love. i'll take a risk, take a change, make a change and break away... .*.
//. hope dangles on a string, like slow spinning redemption, winding in and winding out, the shine of it has caught my eye and roped me in, so mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing. i am captivated, i am vindicated .\\
[.. living in the shadow of someone else's dream, trying to find a hand to hold, but every touch felt cold to me. living in a nightmare, a never-ending sleep, but now that i am wide awake, my chains are finally free. don't feel sorry for me... ..]
i've done a lotta reading in the past few days, but i still need to do more reading!!!! yeah, school is so close... (like 20 days or something??) it may seem like a lot... but i really gotta a lotta work to do, so yeah. morgan had an away message up that said "hw..." and i was like it's sad... it's summer and we still have "hw" on our away messages...
i'm not going to choir practice tonight b/c this sunday we're going to Theo's baptism!!! AWW yay! i'm excited. hopefully we'll get to see kuya chad, rachel, chase, and rayna!!! i haven't seen them in FOREVER.
oh yeah, i have a man voice! haha... so does cheryl!!
so darlene's bday party last night... it was interesting... i was actually surprised at the guys' dance... it was better than it looked like when they were practicing it... haha. the games were interesting... krutika and i lost the egg relay... haha sad, i know... and the pinata... ehh we just stepped on it. cards was fun... w/ krutika, reza, cheryl, and christa.... christa and i were kinda bad at kemps and then we made a comeback!! haha ok i'm gonna go now... i'll write more later.. maybe.
why do we love the ones who ignore us, but then we ignore the ones that adore us?
Auto response from StarryEyedBaby46 (12:11:00 PM): ooh you touch my tra la la... ;-)
MaDLiLaZiNCHic (12:11:07 PM): that is a great away message
oh yeah... such an awesome song!!! and something about a ding dong??? haha... from sweden... crazy ppl over there then!! haha cheryl and reza! xP
yeah so yesterday, i went to the art museum, O'Charley's, Target, and Princess Diaries 2 w/ reza, cheryl, darlene, therese, margie, aisa, auntie chato, and uncle rowen... it was interesting... next time we're definitely going to go in SMALLER GROUPS... omg in the movie theater after the movie, we looked like a bunch of crazy asian tourists...i am SO glad we didnt see nebody we knew there... that'd would've been SO embarrassing... haha and i thought this one guy was bill- but thank goodness it wasn't!!!!
k - darlene's party is tonite... i dunno what i'm wearing! haha o well...
x33 cHeRyL (1:26:08 PM): your going to be one of his lil groupies
x33 cHeRyL (1:27:13 PM): " OMG I JUST LIKE LOVE YOU!! OMG CAN I HAVE LIKE YOUR AUTOGRAPH!!!!! OMG I JUST LIKE LOVE YOUR SONG!!!!!! OMG DID I MENTION I LIKE LOVE YOU??!?!?!?!"
x33 cHeRyL (1:29:11 PM): wen like he does autograph your thing and then he kisses you on the cheek ... he'll do it to another girl .. and you can get really pissed off and be like "WHAT A GAY GUY!!!!!!!!!!" and do that head turning thing
x33 cHeRyL (2:02:56 PM): omg you know wat would be so funny x33 cHeRyL (2:03:01 PM): if you were like this to ryan x33 cHeRyL (2:03:33 PM): "OMG CAN I LICK YOU?!?! OMG CAN I EAT YOU RIGHT UP?!!? WAIT ... OH BETTER YET CAN YOU EAT ME RIGHT UP?!?!?!" x33 cHeRyL (2:03:44 PM): that would be so gay.
haha yeah, i was talking about how Ryan Cabrera is coming to VCC on August 28th. (i found out from Holly's profile!!! hehe) and i was saying how i want to go and stuff... and then that's when cheryl said that... hahaha so funny.
but yeah, he's coming to VCC on Aug. 28th- yay for living near VCC!!
yeah i need to do some summer work today... seriously. i've been procrastinating all summer... (like i always do) i seriously hope that dance tonite isn't gay...
got stains on my t-shirt and i'm the biggest flirt, right now i'm solo but that will be changing eventually... got bruises on my heart and sometimes i get dark... if you want my auto, want my autobiography... baby, just ask me...
yeah, because of that big thunderstorm (i was in the mall at the time, actually), our neighborhood had no power for like 2 hours or so? yeah so we (my sister, brother, cousin, and me) didn't go back home asap, we just went around Barnes & Noble and stuff... but yeah, it was really dark when we got home and so we got bored and i dunno if i came up w/ it... but i was like... "so mom, can you tell me all your siblings, their spouse, and children... and age??" and she told us... i was like wow... cuz even my mom forgot some stuff, like how old or which kids... lol... but it really is confusing, my mom's side of the family... just the immediate side!!! she has 7 brothers/sisters... and i was like "wait... what???" and so yeah, apparently all the cousins that i thought were around my age or like a year or so older than me are closer to aisa's age than they are to me. and the cousins that i thought were around dominic and margie's age... and closer to my age!! i was like WHOA!!! oh yeah, and i have a supposed *twin*-- my cousin in the philippines... yeah i thought he was like a year or two older than me... it turns out that he's like 4 years older than me!!!! maybe it's because they're like all smaller than me... (hehe)
yeah... it's really confusing and that's just the immediate family. ha, at least my dad's immediate family is easy to remember!
anyways... i was at the mall today... and i was walking through the department stores, and you know those counters where they like offer to put makeup on you or whatever? do you have to pay when they offer or whatever?? oh yeah and i saw jackie there too! ha, i told her all about meagan and taylor b/c she was confused b/c nobody told her... tsk tsk. yeah and i bought new sunglasses b/c my other ones broke in my purse in disney world!!! cheap sunglasses that were on sale for $3...
alex and isabella came over to my house today so like the whole family could babysit them... it was interesting, we played barbies... haha even alex wanted to play barbies!!
i really gotta do some summer work... stuffed animals are all over my bed now. mine and margie's stuffed animals/toys... but at least it's not a lot! maybe i won't go to the mall later today b/c i really need to do some reading and stuff, even though i know that even if i don't go to the mall, i'll end up watching tv, going on the internet, or playing the piano.
tomorrow... practice for dancing... i hope it's not one of the adults that's coming up w/ the dance though... haha no offense. i wonder if they're gonna ask me to do my dance that i did for choreographed movement... well it's only for 2 ppl and i dunno if i could teach ellen's dance anyways... haha maybe i should ask ellen or meagan to come to the party!! but it's a birthday party, so yeah...
yeah, i really haven't done anything interesting today. i was watching Lilo & Stitch w/ isabella, but she went upstairs and then i fell asleep in the middle of it. and we also watched The Chipmunk Adventure!! aww they're so cute w/ their high, squeaky voices!! haha i even like the songs in the movie. my favorites are Theodore and Eleanor!!! but i actually like the Chipettes too. :)
wow... i just found a sticker off the plum i was eating in my hair... odd...
so... i'm pretty sure i'm taking art next year. yep, i e-mailed mrs. pope... about time right? ha... the only thing i dread is ms. neuner... or as everybody else called her... nazi neuner... *twitch twitch spaz spaz*... haha now i'm gonna be complaining about her too... darn... no more *study halls* everyday... *tear*
yams... i'm so glad i didn't have to go through that... but there's always next year... haha
oh yeah... the doctor i saw today is joseph yucha's mom... i saw his pic when he was little in her office, i wasn't surprised though, i mean "yucha" isn't exactly a common name! yeah... i haven't grown since last year... but i still have 20/20 vision so i'm happy!!!
alex & isabella are coming to my house tomorrow so we (basically everybody in my family) can babysit them... b/c alex always asks if he can come to our house... hehe this should be interesting!! and hopefully we'll have time to go down to short pump and shop!!! yay for H&M!
on thursday... that dance practice for darlene's party at cheryl's house... the dance better not be gay!! haha... that's why i wish i could actually dance! and then on friday, i'm going to the art museum w/ cheryl and therese and whoever else is going and then we're going to see Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement... and then saturday is darlene's party...
woo ok, i'll go do something else right now... who knows what?!
the weather wasn't exactly the best, but it still was fun! since it's too early in the morning, i'll write more about it later!!!
oh yeah....
Happy Birthday Darlene!
edit: 10:06 pm
grr this cough is really bothering me. it's prolly from walking outside in the rain and then going into a really cold place... either that or from yelling and screaming on all the rides... maybe both.
so anyways, the weather was icky down in florida.. cloudy, humid, rain/thunderstorms at times... but the resort we stayed at was really nice!!! and it just opened like last wednesday/a week before we went there. yeah, but we didnt get to swim in the pool... we never woke up early enough to go before we went to DW.
anyways, magic kingdom.... we rode all the mountains: space mountain, big thunder mountain railroad, splash mountain (twice!)... and we also did buzz lightyear and the haunted mansion and some other stuff... Epcot... the Universe of Energy, Honey I Shrunk the Audience, the Living Seas... Test Track, Mission Space, Spaceship Earth.... MGM- this weird *fastpass lady*... Tower of Terror- it was pretty cool, not as bad as i thought it would be... the Great Movie Ride... it was pouring at MGM and we had fastpasses to the Rockin Roller Coaster... but we left early b/c it was raining...
it was pretty fun, i'm too lazy to write about it in detail though...
k i'm tired and this cough is really bothering me...
that's the pic of our resort!!! hmm interesting!! xD too bad we're not staying long enough to spend just ONE day at the resort like swimming and stuff... maybe if we get there early enough tomorrow and hopefully no rain or thunderstorms. yay! mannnn i wish we could stay longer there... just by the looks of it...
buh-bye! i guess i'll see you sunday/monday!! unless i happen to get on the computer over the weekend... but i doubt it!
